30 FLIRTY AND THRIVING!!!

UHG! I wanna be 21 already! The years aren't going by fast enough. I already have plans down for my 21st birthday. I think ahead. lol I have the maturity to be older. I guess I just am longing to be liberated from this small town. I feel so tied down. My age holds me back from everything that I could think of doing that is fun. I don't want to do anything illegal, I just want to see what its like from a different perspective. I want to be able to drive out and go somewhere! BUST OUT OF HERE! I feel like my life is like a broken record, it repeats, and gets annoying. People tell me all of the time that I shouldn't wish my life away. They tell me to be happy in highschool because I don't need to work or pay bills. Well, I love them all and I know that they care, but I'd like to experience things on my own. How can someone not want something they never had before? Something good, that is, of interest to someone. I find it impossible. Drinking isn't really the reason that I want to be 21, believe it or not. I guess that I want to feel legal!