CHEEPISH!!!

Last night was fun. I went to the mall with Sara and Heather. Pool would've been better, but they didn't want to do that. We dropped of Sara at 9:30 and then Heather came over to my place. She stayed here until 1 in the morning BS-ing with me.lol. Going to the mall was something to do. My life isn't so eventful. Today, I did nothing. I stayed in bed until about 12, then I woke up brushed my teeth, cleaned my face, did my make up, and curled my hair. I have nothing better to do. Although, I was thinking about writing a poem or maybe even going to the library to get a few books. I love going there! I could stay in the library or any other book store for hours! I love to read and learn new things. Anywayz, today is very cheepish!!!! I have so many mixed emotions I don't know what to do. I'm a little upset and happy, nervous, anxious, playful, and hyper at the same time. I think Heather is feeling worse than me.lol. She is going to meet this guy she is in love with tonight. I wish her luck! Sometimes I think that she is afraid of being alone. I wouldn't understand that, I've never had a boyfriend before. I'm not upset about that, I guess I can wait. Heather might just be feeling vulnerable. She just got over a 2 1/2 year relationship with Matt. If I where her, I'd think I'd be afraid to try again, but that's just me. I wouldn't want to get hurt and I hope she doesn't get hurt tonight! Pray for me, I'm a little confused with things. I never delt with some of this stuff before. All of it gives me a nervous, shaky feeling in the pit of my stomach.