Ashley

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY WITH BACON!!!

I just got finished with my final Catholic class. It was alright. I don't mind going at all. The kids are terrible for the teachers, and these teachers volunteer their free time to lead us into confirmation. All of those "highschool" students, *shudder* were acting totally ingnorant. We couldn't get through many stories in the bible, they were acting so balmy. They kept taking advantage of those sweet, benevolent people. Watching them made me feel terrible. I wanted to scream at them and tell them to grow up! Disrespecting someone is sick and no one deserves to be treated with such insolence. Immature people bother me. I'm not saying that I'm perfect (cause no one is), I'm just trying to make the communtity I live in a more genial place. I'm only one person, I hope to rub off on others, and just stand out. I want people to see my independence. I don't take the bad things the world offers. Religion is very important to me and it doesn't come highly appreciated to be slandered about it. There will always be people who are like that. People should love people for who they are on the inside and what they fight for. Are they benefitting you? Are they a good influence? Do they respect you? Do they comfort you in times of need? Choose wisely. I had to learn that the hard way. Believe me, I've changed. I was under a huge spell, my friends put images and expectations into my head. All I thought about was how much I wanted to fit in and impress the specific group of people that I wanted to hang with. ITS NOT WORTH IT! You only live once, live life to the fullest! Don't let things get you down! Be yourself and if people don't like it...THEY ARE THE ONES WITH THE PROBLEM! This took me awhile to develope that state of mind, and I'm not going to lie, its not easy. But in the long run, its worth the time and effort. I'm happy and I have friends who love and care for me. The bottom line is, if you are a jerk, GROW UP, and if you are like me, GOD BLESS YOU! Pray about it, and never stop going for your goal. I could talk about this for hours and hours and connect many things to my own life. Live your life the way that is best for you. Get help with your spiritual walk, he is never to busy to talk. *winks* YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!
Lol, now that I'm done being side tracked..........I'll talk about my day today, and then you can guess what led me into the huge spiel on life. lol. The day started out pretty good. I woke up sooooo tired! I guess I'm just exhausted from the week. I had Algebra first, its fun, we are working on rational equations. I was so tired, that I started to snooze alittle. It wasn't noticeable, my eyelids just felt heavy. I didn't miss anything. After Algebra, I had GERMAN! WHOO HOO, GO FRAU!!!! I love German. The class is so much fun! I learn a lot! I have 100s in that class for the first two quarters and I plan to get 100s for the rest of the year! Its not hard at all to get a 100, you just have to apply yourself *cough, cough...ALAINA!* lol. Next was gym class.... YEA BABY! That was also a blast. We are in the middle of a volleyball tournament and my team is in first place. Mr. Sabo (awesome guy!) called out team "Kibble and Bits" lol. I don't dread gym like all of the other girls, I see it as a time not to have to sit in a desk for and hour and a half! While me and a couple other friends had a cool conversation about God and christianity while we were waiting for the bell to ring in gym. To thank me, I guess he put a dollar in my pocket, I reached in and found it! lol. Band was the last class I have. MS, my teacher, was so funny! He is the coolest teacher(BESIDES FRAU!)!! That was my day! lol. I had fun!

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